I know that everyone has had some tough times these past few weeks. It really is olympic the way in which we all juggle our schedule and, somehow, manage to get everything in. Last night, I was short during rehearsal - I shouldn't have been. But please understand that once we begin rehearsal, my brain is a whirl and I can't communicate its contents to you while your trading recipes or fashion tips. So let us try to remain focused a bit more from now on.
When I say "you're better than that" I really mean it. I've been in countless rehearsals where the students pay as much attention to the instructor as I do to Jerry Springer and that's not what this program is about. You guys, like it or not, are held to a very high standard because I know you can reach it and it's not fair to you for me to settle for anything less. People notice how different you are - let's keep them talking.
I was on the phone with Mother when what I thought was the end of the world yesterday. She, in true Mother fashion replied with this this morning...
What a beautiful sunrise all pink, magenta, purple, blue - I have been sitting here attempting to study my "Experiencing God" material but all I have accomplished is rehashing our conversation from yesterday. Remember that we should be trusting God with the whole picture rather than trying to figure it out ourselves. How many times have dire circumstances turned out to be just what we needed and wanted in the first place. - coincidence - I don't think so. Lindsey, I fully believe that God is always at work around you. He wants a loving relationship with us. We must trust him in all circumstances. Trust him with the whole picture. You said your day was horrible yesterday. Maybe you were a "shining light in a dark world" for someone you came in contact with. While you were cleaning up the litter on 13th street (I had left my choir folder, a 3 inch collection of my life, on the top of my car and it crashed on the street as I left for school), He may have been protecting you from calamity. Hope is today is wonderful. Love, Mom
~L